Friday, November 8, 2013

Anger


Anger

It busts harbors
roils calm waters
sets boats slipping
from their tethers
fierce it disturbs calm
caged inside erupts
all over everything
leaves one empty
quivering until next
onslaught over inane
unrooted accusations 
I scream typhoon
get out of the way!

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

I Am Sad


I Am Sad

I am sad
beyond sad
beyond what
sad conveys
I can’t cry
only anguish

I anguish over
pain and anger
subsequent to
impossible life
living within a
form of insanity

No sense rules
nonsense days
as life drifts by
no way out of
wasted moments
cower moments

I am depressed
beyond belief
know I need to
search for ways
to help myself
to keep alive

Days challenge
every moment
no soft time
no relaxation
no off time
no respite

I am sad
beyond sad
beyond what
sad conveys
I can’t cry
only anguish

Ping Pong


Ping Pong

My brain bounces
back and forth over
the net of insanity
paddles smash home
the intricacies 
despair circles around
as I try to make it all right
there is no right only wrong
Ping Pong 

Wind


Wind

I love language
I love word wind
it thrashes tree
stirs things around

I love language
words wind around
stir things up
how did we form

language I love
can’t imagine before
language  how words
came to be 

Wind

In The Dump


In the Dump

I scavenge
for peace
shard of tie dye
in a warring world

I scavenge 
for warmth
a quilt of love
in a cold world

I scavenge
for fairness
for everyone
an entitled world

In the dump
I pick among
bones of loss
cold hard world

Sunday, October 13, 2013

On the Edge


On the Edge

Diesel engine thrum
rides us out to sea
blue sky azure ocean
light breeze

We rock all day braced
against the tide roll
heavy poles in hand
fish die desperately

Beautiful fish bloody
hooked gaffed stabbed
Bonita bleed profusely 
to the crew they are fish
we are their predators

Born from the sea today
sleepy drunkard I see
I expected thunder from
a prophet who mends
and binds me to him

There are no prophets
personal or public
who lead us away
from the edge 

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Clever


Clever

It is an odd word
a bit like cleaver
a sly intelligence
hand you a saw
ripped from a nest
ripe flesh bleeds
swept in a basket
stars see a secret
you took a chance
you never blinked